Music to Download:
1. Hope There's Someone by Antony & The Johnsons
2. Neighborhood #1 (Tunnels) by Arcade Fire
3. Man Ray by The Futureheads
4. Carrion by British Sea Power
5. Buddy Holly by Weezer
6. Music When the Lights Go Out by The Libertines
7. Gouge Away by Pixies
8. Me Ves y Sufres by Hope of the States
9. What I'm Looking For by Brendan Benson
10. Boredom (Live) by Buzzcocks Live from the Roxy, Vol. 2
Stars Switchfoot
If You Leave Nada Surf
Let There Be Love Oasis
All These Things That I've Done The Killers
So Here We Are Bloc Party
Burning in The Sun Blue Merle
City Of Blinding lights U2
Soul Meets Body Death Cab For Cutie
Big As the Sky AM 60
Over My Head[Cable Car] The Fray
Ever The Same Rob Thomas
Original Of The Species U2
Everybody Wake Up Dave Matthews Band
Recent artist addictions:
The Libertines
The Decemberists
Aah... gotta love beach prints. Or beach/vintage related prints. I wish I could do magic!
* Sep 03 to Sep 12 - Weeping Willow Tree -(the Melancholy) from HERE.
WEEPING WILLOW - beautiful but full of melancholy, attractive, very empathetic, loves anything beautiful and tasteful, loves to travel, dreamer, restless, capricious, honest, can be influenced but is not easy to live with, demanding, good intuition, suffers in love but finds sometimes an anchoring partner.
Aah... so that explains it. Here's more:
Date of Birth: September 2 - September 29
Animal: Swan
Gaelic Name: Eala (Approximate pronunciation: ellah.)
Ruling Planet: Venus
Key Words: Beauty, Love and Soul.
Gift Quality or Ability:Swan people are kind and gentle, adept in love and the social arts. Calm and serene with a strong domestic sense. Connection with faerie, shape shifting, and creativity.
Birth Stone: Emerald
Compatibility: Harmonious relations with the signs of crane and bee. Will also relate well to the owl, cat and bear.Difficulties may be expected in relation to all other signs.
Name Analysis: L.D.S. Aranas
Expression: 6
The Expression number shows us who we truly are, what we came into this life already knowing. This is where we feel most comfortable and how we automatically act. We attract people and situations to us that require our Expression so that they can further evolve. In this way we play the role of teacher. Naturally we are attracted to occupations that we resonate to, so the Expression number can be a strong factor in our choice of a career as well. Our Expression is the vehicle, with all its virtues and vices, that drives us along the path of our Destiny. It is the essence of our identity.
Family and home life are your main interests. You know how to nurture and accept anyone, therefore, many are drawn to you including those that others call, "strays". You have an eye for anything beautiful and your home is sure to reflect this, no matter what your budget is. You are proud of all your possessions and especially of the talents of your family members. Your generous, creative nature makes you the ideal host or guest at a party.
Soul Urge: 5
The Soul Urge number has also been called Heart's Desire and Spiritual Urge. It is our secret, innermost longing. Our dream, our motivation, the fuel that energizes our journey. The Soul Urge number reveals what we secretly strive to be or accomplish. Some have said that this number tells us what we have been in previous lifetimes, the accumulated growth of our soul.
Variety is what drives you. For this reason travel, the arts, education and self expression are areas where you are likely to be found. Freedom to choose, to move about without limitation, to absorb information and to observe life are imperative to your inner health and happiness. You crave stimulation and may be drawn to exhilarating adventures and death-defying sports. Your sensual nature will lead the way.
Persona: 1
The Persona number describes the way we appear to the outside world, the first impression people have of us. We may not even be aware of how we are perceived by others because we are so often focused on our inner world, and many times the inner does not match the outer. Persona gives us a peek at some hidden talents we have. The talents that we use to get along in the world and in some instances, protect us from it. It is likened to a bag of tools (jewels) that we carry with us along the way.
Others see you as a unique individual who always does their "own thing". Independent, capable and pioneering, you seem to take control of the situation and make it run effectively. You are very concerned with your image and always seem to dress in a way that gets noticed.
Natal Analysis: September 10, 1986
Personal Year: 8
This is the time during which you will receive payment for the seeds you have sown in the past. The new beginnings made during the 1 vibration are now bearing fruit, and this may mean money, power, and recognition. This is also a time of making payment, and clearing debt. You are charged with a powerful energy now, that literally gives you increased physical strength and stamina, with which you can make great strides in whatever area you wish.
Personal Month: 2
This is a month to give to others, meditate, and offer your shoulder to a friend. Play with your tarot cards and practice giving readings. This is a month for gestating and processing within.
Personal Day: 2
Work in unison with others today. Give, cooperate, make peace. Pink, white or light blue is your hue. Get in touch with your intuition!
Destiny: 7
The Destiny number describes the life lessons that we have come here to learn. It reveals to us the path we must take, and the role we must play to fulfill our mission. Often our choice of career is based on this vibration, and if not, then it will manifest through avocational pursuits. We may attract people and experiences into our lives that mirror the traits of this number for us, so that we may develop into our highest potential. We don't always welcome our life lessons, so it is a possibility that we may even feel an aversion to the characteristics of our Destiny number in other people, and we may ourselves act the opposite. In spite of the many ways we may choose to react to this force within us, we have been gifted with all of the talents and energy needed to fulfill our Destiny.
You are an enigma to others and perhaps even to yourself. Your mind is like an arrow that can shoot deep into it's subject, analyzing and storing vast volumes of knowledge. Your introspective and intuitive mind then uses this knowledge to decipher your world's complexity of mysteries. You are a philosopher and humanity is waiting for your words of wisdom. Spirituality, phenomena and the occult are areas that may interest you, as are religion, science and mathematics.
Cycles
The destiny is divided into 3 great cycles, each governing us for specific durations throughout our life. The Seed cycle begins at birth and colors our experiences through childhood and adolescence. During the year nearest our 28th birthday, we move into the Fruit cycle which remains throughout the middle part of our life until the year nearest our 56th birthday, and the Harvest cycle carries on from there. Taken all together, the cycles show us our particular path that will lead to the fulfillment of our destiny.
Seed: 9
When the 9 is the seed cycle it can be a very difficult time, because the requirement of selflessness is an antithesis of the natural desire for validation and acknowledgment. The child usually feels very alone, and set apart from the rest of the family. Sometimes they feel as if they were adopted, or they are aware at a young age that their relationship to their family is very temporary. Nine's usually set off in search of their destiny at a young age as they feel much older than their years.
Fruit: 1
Initiation, independence, ambition and self-reliance are the key words during this cycle. It is a good time to work on the development and expression of original, and creative ideas. Self-confidence, strength of character and will are prevalent and success in your own business is likely.
Harvest: 6
During this cycle you are likely to be surrounded by loved ones, neighbors, flowers, and pets. All revolves around your home and the magnetism of your warmth and love. Helping those in need is a common aim for the 6, and it is a good time to volunteer or organize fund raisers for your favorite charities.
Pinnacles
The four pinnacles reveal the high spots or heights of attainment that we are likely to encounter as we move along the path of our life. The 1st pinnacle lasts from birth to around age 28. The 2nd pinnacle lasts for 9 years after that. the 3rd pinnacle lasts 9 more years, and the 4th pinnacle carries on through the rest of our life. The peak of the pinnacle is reached during the next 1 personal year. Pinnacles are like sudden inheritances from a benevolent aunt, they can transform the prevailing energies completely and suddenly. It is useful to look ahead and prepare for our pinnacles so that we can maximize their gifts to us and shape them into the most positive manifestation.
First Pinnacle: 1
This is the time for initiation, launching, and standing alone. When the 1 pinnacle occurs during childhood, it can be a difficult time because the inner sense of security is not yet developed and so the urge for self-reliance can be quite bewildering, both for the child and for the parent.
Second Pinnacle: 7
This is a period of rest, contemplation, and philosophizing. There is a desire to dig deep into the mysterious recesses of self and ancient knowledge. Intuition and receptivity to the inner voice is very strong now and you are aware that little or no effort or action is required in the usual sense, everything flows into place in perfect timing.
Third Pinnacle: 8
Good judgment, practical decisions and disciplined efforts are magnetizing abundance and prosperity to you during this period of accomplishment. Business and material success is very possible at this time, so think big!
Fourth Pinnacle: 6
Children and animals flock to your nurturing energy now. Surround yourself with beauty and harmony and loving companions. Your wise advise is a benefit to all.
Challenges
The three challenges show us the major influences demanding our attention during specific sections of our lifetime. The 1st challenge influences the years from birth to age 28. The 2nd challenge takes over from age 28 to 52, and the third affects us our whole life. Challenges shape our attitudes and can affect our health. These vibrations that challenge us, cause either an exaggeration of the associated qualities or a lack of them, both of which are extremes which need to be brought into balance.
First Challenge: 8
As children, 8's either had role models who exemplified power and success and the freedom that seemed to bring, or they had no image or encouragement to learn the value of money and material possessions. Either way, as young adults they develop an unbalanced view towards money and acquisition. They may believe that money buys love and affection or freedom, or they may spend everything that comes their way on frivolity without concern for every day financial responsibilities.
Second Challenge: 5
As the challenge of adaptability the 5 is presented with an endless buffet of experiences from which to choose. Changes are either sought or forced until the 5 learns the dance of mutability, along with enough experience and knowledge to fill several lifetimes. The challenge is to find a balance between valuing freedom, food, sex and change too much or too little. Once a balance is achieved 5's can entertain the masses with their countless stories, and make money at it as well!
Third Challenge: 3
The 3 is the challenge of expression. It is telling us to stop standing in the corner and to get out in the limelight. Dance, sing, paint, write, act, laugh and shower our gifts of creative inspiration on all the people around us. Those with the 3 challenge are usually shy or unsure of their talents and afraid of criticism. Personal appearance is also an issue with this challenge, as insecurity about one's appearance can lead to too much or too little emphasis upon it. A balance needs to be found between extravagance and mousiness, and it helps to remember that other people are much too concerned about themselves to be judging our looks or talents very seriously.
From: HERE.
Just downloaded Brighter Than Sunshine by Aqualung.
Christmas Party went okay last night. Got a total of 300 grand. 200 for prizes and another 100 given to me. lol.
Mum's going crazy again. Also, ate my final batch of Reese's peanut butter cups, this one was Vannezza's pack. I also gave Lazzie a bath.
Before I wanted to have a slot in Mexico studies class, now, can anyone take mine? And no, it's not the subject, it's my teacher's approach on things. Anybody want it?
(I just screwed my first exam. Like bad. *stabs right minus wrong*)
Anyhooie, Happy Holidays Flist! =D
And yeah, I want Adrien Brody for Christmas. :P
edit: And thanks LJ for my 3 extra userpics. =D
But then again, I'll just make up for the next exam, like bad.
Now online after a billion years.
Argh! So much work to do! Those evil professors loves us so much they want us to suffer a week before Christmas break. Those wanks.
Also, mean dvd player won't let me finish season one of Lost. Argh.
I don't like Michelle Rodriguez being there (sorry). (Jack in the airport bar)And I've heard that she's in season two. :( And the tail end part sounds boring.
Bought Peppermint Mocha and English Breakfast Tazo tea, last of the two stickers, the star and the reindeer... now I got the Planner!!!!!!!!!!!!! Teehee!
Cut history to do loads of things.
Me bad.
I now love this song: Goodbye My Lover
Back to Bedlam songs
1. High
2. You're Beautiful
3. Wise Men
4. Goodbye My Lover
5. Tears And Rain
6. Out Of My Mind
7. So Long, Jimmy
8. Billy
9. Cry
10. No Bravery
Miscellaneous: Sugar Coated
Goodbye My Lover by James Blunt
Did I disappoint you or let you down?
Should I be feeling guilty or let the judges frown?
'Cause I saw the end before we'd begun,
Yes I saw you were blinded and I knew I had won.
So I took what's mine by eternal right.
Took your soul out into the night.
It may be over but it won't stop there,
I am here for you if you'd only care.
You touched my heart you touched my soul.
You changed my life and all my goals.
And love is blind and that I knew when,
My heart was blinded by you.
I've kissed your lips and held your head.
Shared your dreams and shared your bed.
I know you well, I know your smell.
I've been addicted to you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I am a dreamer but when I wake,
You can't break my spirit - it's my dreams you take.
And as you move on, remember me,
Remember us and all we used to be
I've seen you cry, I've seen you smile.
I've watched you sleeping for a while.
I'd be the father of your child.
I'd spend a lifetime with you.
I know your fears and you know mine.
We've had our doubts but now we're fine,
And I love you, I swear that's true.
I cannot live without you.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
And I still hold your hand in mine.
In mine when I'm asleep.
And I will bear my soul in time,
When I'm kneeling at your feet.
Goodbye my lover.
Goodbye my friend.
You have been the one.
You have been the one for me.
I'm so hollow, baby, I'm so hollow.
I'm so, I'm so, I'm so hollow.
I finished Justine by Marquis De Sade today. And boy did some parts of it were indeed, beyond my imagination. But yeah, poor Therese/Justine... her whole story sounded like she's better off dead. Even that bit seemed to elude her.
Anyhoo, a few art galleries in which I would love to share:
Soul of AsiaNSW Art GalleryPissarro Art GalleryKunsthauswienCalmelscohenWallace CollectionJohnny Van HaeftenNmao.go.jpMmfa.qc.caMamlm.frTajanMuseeguimet
eta:
I downloaded Goodbye my Lover by James Blunt, A Thousand Beautiful Things by Annie Lennox in which isn't complete and Phantom of the Opera by Nightwish. Oh dear, I'm listening to Goodbye my Lover... I'm so going to buy James Blunt's album! All his songs so far are so magically beautiful!
"Imperious, choleric, irascible, extreme in everything, with a dissolute imagination the like of which has never been seen, atheistic to the point of fanaticism, there you have me in a nutshell.... Kill me again or take me as I am, for I shall not change."
The Marquis de Sade, Last Will and Testament
